im big(er) now

im bouta upload a piece in made using flash n photoshop, n making some other drawings in my notebook, n soon im going to be gettin a reteach on compuer animation. but ye its birthday time. But im grateful tha3t i even gave people who enjoy my art, to those who follow me, thank you. I have an excuse to make art because of you. if you dont remember following and dont care get the

FUCK

out, jokes aside, thank you so much, i really have nothin else to say, but thank you.

More updates n shit, schools gonna be off for a bit, might as well make as much art as I want, been gettin some motive drawing on my computer again. Mainly bringing drawings from paper to computer, speaking of drawing in my computer.

DISCLAIMER:

I ACTUALLY WON’T USE PHOTOSHOP, SO IT STOPPED FUCKIN WORKING, DUNNO WHY, AND I WON'T BOTHER FIXIN THAT FOR A BIT, OH WELL, FLASH HERE I COME.

OH, YE N ANIMATION

I've decided to back track, and relearn animation instead of suffering from my lack of knowledge, it's a good thing that photoshop is all fucking up, cuz I would end up having to relearn shit, I only know to use Photoshop for..., photoshop. Not drawing, ik there are some weird things I really need to get used to, I personally don't think its worth adding my time and effort to that while relearning animation, so I'm only using it for photoshopping as usual, but for now I'm just relearning animation, cuz it would break my heart giving up animation, cuz I knew that's not the right way to go, I knew its SOMETHIN. So ye, I'm makin art Rn, and when I'm done, relearning animation. buh bye.

hey, i havent done shit in like quite a while

just been doin art, most my art coming from paper tho, kinda a gud thing if you ask me, and havent done animation in fucking forever lol, tho im comin back, just need ton find out how tho. also just whached the adult swim english dub of milk chan, i really liked the art style and thought id make some sets of art with this expierimental 100 smoothness, might see more art related to that, oh animation, i dont fucking know, well see lol

bye

2 cancelled animations, here’s why. I tried making a story… and it sucked booty (in the coolest way imo) . I’ve been preparing to release about 3 big animations. Let’s talk about why I cancelled these animations. To sum it all up,

1:motivation

these were some big ass projects, I knew that these animations would be an ass spanking to work with (Mainly cuz if my inexperience of setting shit up.)

2:no funny

there’s no real way to make something funny outta this, like, really.

3:weird introduction

my goal was to slowly creep up to the viewer somethins up, and there’s lot more going on… intead I just threw it all up. And I never knew how to show it off, it was a story I immediately wanted to show off, but it should’ve never been like that. The story was mainly going to have my older animations heavily involved, yeah, those animations.

now that’s outta the way,

Why I’m happy I made this decision (and mistakes )

im finally free from those chains, I’m not ready for a story, although I’ve been drawing for years sense my childhood, animating for almost 3 years, that still doesn’t qualify me as a writer, so I need to get my game up. Now here’s why I thought of some cool ass ideas, (and why I’m not sharing all of it.) I was always interested I. Madness combat, guns, and doom, ESPECIALLY DOOM, I’ve played doom 1 doom 2, (classic and BD) doom 64, plus 3 of the episodes that came with doom 64 CE, doom 2016 , doom eternal plus TAG p1, not p2 cuz I said it’s too hard and pussy’d out lol, but I love gunz, and I love mc for its combat and L O R E . But this has taught me a ton, and thinking about it , this is more of a backing out of the story a lil, I will longer have this story so affiliated with my older animations, so I’m dead ass thinking of just releasin all of xD . We’ll see.

was still worth killing derl

(person in bg is friend of mine https://www.youtube.com/@DuckTheAnimator )

SUMMER GOALS

If you've noticed, lately... I've been more active! Most of these were kinda old animations, but i felt more free to upload whatever the hell, even though that's not a good idea ima get one of my "animations" blammed. But once its summer, I feel like maybe posting a major animation or 2, and definitely making lots more teeny animations too, same with art. cuz i do have a few ideas up my sleeve, ones that at times I feel are too good to show lol.

PERSONAL GOALS: GO THE FUCK OUT MORE!

As we all know, covid really messed up alotta people, specially' me.

As I ended up turning to a stinky Incel never heard of social communication in my life blast blue beams into my eyeballs, *Inhale* Talks like he's in discord ass person. it was BAAD, and I missed nearly all of the first semester of 5th grade. So i was incredibly fucked, both mentally and physically. Though people kept on supporting me, even though i was clearly done for. But at some point i started getting the better of myself. And this summer i want to go out and take part in whatever the hell's goin on, do the thing post-covid me would've pissed his pants just thinking about it, do the thing the other people thought I'm too hopeless to ever fathom mentioning. [SOMEONE] has actually helped me out so much, since he used to be like me too, just on the computer doin nothing, just not wanting to be a part of anything. now the dude goes to the gym, goes out with friends and people, and can just know to talk like a human, with respect. And he was willing to help me out and go out and be less limited to the things I grew habit in. So yeah, gonna go out this time.

But yeah, i want to do more this year, and next year, and then the other year, and the rest of the 84 years minus the ones mentioned. Maybe I won't even live for that long. im just so tired of being in the same damn state. I want to do more, it's all I can really describe, and for now on, That will be the case.

noone will believe me if i said it was made in flash (i feel my computer radiating heat as soon as i run this fla, its like kinda far away fro me soo uhhhh)

but yea this is gonna be for a colab, guess, ju- just gue- guess, g- Nintendo 64 colab. wont specify what game till it's done. just underated ass game that i FACKEH LUVVVVVV

yayy animation gonna upload now oh wait april fools hah its nevr done hah duno what else uhh yeh happy berthday john

This account isn't abandoned, i didn't lose motive, i didn't go into a brutal car accident, I'm just too scared leaving this account like this, just doin nothing, im so desperate to showing you guys the project I want to show so fucking badly, but as always, I'm probably going to have kids as soon as there done. so I might as well share a few images of those of cancelled, paused, and currently worked on animations

WORKED: [Boom Boom 3] - its a thing, and im happy with this

this is what I'm currently working on, this is going to be the most packed animation that I've at least uploaded (hopefully)

. Also, ooooohh some lore, not big shit, It's still just as enjoyable to watch when you don't care about the lore, if it's even enjoyable itself.

PAUSED: [BOOM BOOM : EXODUS: -3] - Oh boy, I don't this ima be finished with this...

I had 1 too many ideas for BOOM BOOM, thats why theres so much BOOM BOOM shit. i wouldnt acually consider this BOOM BOOM at all. this only has the main character (btw his name is actually Derl) in BOOM BOOM1. this is an actual prequel, yea, theres alot more into this then you think...

This introduced to me lots of "Damn, i wanna to mix this shit up, I promise not to go to exaggerateve" and i proceed to DO SO. The reason why i dont think ill finish this has to do with the fact this is a 3 EPISODE ANIMATION. it was going to be 3 "short" animation's. im not even done with the first, and things don't seem so great for me...

In this animation, I had a burn-out. And when I decided it was due to the fact that my dumbass did NOT organize everything, i wanted to go to sleep, and never be awakened. Which leads us directly to the NEXT animation that is ironicley also being paused

PAUSED: [BROKEN]

YIPPE YET ANOTHER !@#$%^& BOOM BOOM ANIMATION, tho i dont have alot of memory making this animation, i dont know, maybe it was long ago, but not alot into this animation. tho the rope lookin things in the first photo I dont have lots of memory making weirdly, the drawing without blur, doesnt even look like a drew this. IDK, and IDC, the reason why this animation isnt cancelled has to do with the fact its not going to be a big fucking movie, just maybe 1 min, nothing THAT special.

CANCELLED: [THE GUY] - Woah, this was a doozy

Im very disappointed i gave this up, it was understandable why, but the concept was so fucking cool, this animation was made up of procrastination, procrastination, procrastination, procrastination, procrastination, procrastination, procrastination, pr- this animation was unreasonably long. but i still dont understand why theree is a STUPILEY !@#$%^& DUMB AMOUNT OF LAYERS

LIKE JEEZUS.

But yea, those were some things i have always wanted to show you guys. and everything i uploaded i wanted to be PACKED WITH RANDOM THINGS. Other then that Hope to god im actually going to upload more animation's.

Added ton more hands, but of blood n gore i usually use.

https://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/2f847c8053ef523b701c1ae57603414e